over here, guys==>

i'm sorry about my...outburst last journal. i've been dealing with what appears to be something between depression and PTSD or something, i'm getting therapy soon, yadda yadda....look, please don't make a biggie of it. i'll be fine, promise. it was just a last straw thing, and i'm better-ish now about it.

in the meantime, check my new account out. i'll be reposting the previous pages of SB, and...yeah. hope to see you there.i'm going to try to watch everyone i am on this account on the new account, but i have so many, so it's nothing personal if i miss you1 if you know i watched you before and don't get a message, please let me know. i'm only human, and writing down all those names was painful enough >x<

keep drawing, and see you later--
luv,
Matt

i got that stupid fucking Nobody virus!!
god fucking dammit!
all my deviations are gone, i haven't gotten any messages, what the fucking hell???

that's it--i'm sorry to those of you who were waiting on stuff, or sent me a message, it's all dead now. i fucking quit. i'm tired of this shit happening, i'm just DONE!!!

i'll maybe come back if i feel kie it, but i'm just...GAH!!! I FUCKING HATE EVERYTHING! I'M TIRED OF THIS SHIT ALWAYS HAPPENING TO ME, I'M TIRED OF HAVING SHIT FRIENDS, I'M TIRED OF ALL THIS GODDAMN PRESSURE, I'M JUST FUCKING DONE!!!
have a nice fucking like, everybody. i'm not.